When God Pulled Me Out of Mediumship: A Story I Can No Longer Stay Silent About.

For decades, I lived in a world that promised light, healing, and spiritual awakening. As a medium, I truly believed I was helping people find comfort and clarity. I wasn’t seeking darkness—I was chasing God with the limited understanding I had.

And for years, I studied the angelic and demonic realms. I researched spiritual warfare, discernment, prayer, angelology—you name it. I thought I understood the spiritual world. I thought I was prepared.

But nothing—nothing—could have prepared me for what I went through spiritually once I stepped out of mediumship.

The spiritual attacks were real. The warfare was intense. And when everything around me began to unravel, I did what many would never expect: I sought help from a Catholic priest. Because spirit communication is not a game, it is not harmless. And it opens doors that the enemy is more than willing to walk through.

Leaving mediumship was not an easy choice. It wasn’t a gentle shift. It felt like a tearing away—a battle for my soul that shook everything I thought I knew.

There were days I felt alone and misunderstood. There were nights when the warfare felt suffocating. And I learned something I can no longer keep silent about:

The world does not want people to wake up to the truth. Not the comfortable, physical world we see with our eyes…And not the spiritual world that hides behind imitation light.

There is a very real enemy who wants us asleep—distracted, numbed, deceived, or comforted by false light. Many of us live under influences we cannot see or understand. I did too. I thought I was safe. I thought I was gifted. I thought I was helping.

But the Holy Spirit was drawing me out the entire time, even when I couldn’t yet recognize His voice.

Looking back, I see it clearly: I was seeking God, but listening to the wrong spirits. My spiritual sensitivity had been hijacked. And when God revealed the truth, everything changed.

The cost of leaving mediumship was high. I lost clients. I lost relationships. I lost the identity I had built over almost 20 years.

But in losing all of that, I gained something infinitely greater:

I gained Christ. I gained truth. I gained the peace I never had in all those years of “spiritual work.”

I am no longer a medium. I am a Christian woman redeemed by the mercy of Jesus Christ. And whether it’s popular or not, He has called me to speak honestly in a world that prefers silence.

Today, I am writing a book about my journey—why I left mediumship, how God opened my eyes, what spiritual warfare really looks like, and how people can protect themselves and their homes from influences they do not see.

This book is not sensationalism. It is not fear-based. And it does not shame those who are searching—because I was once searching too.

It is a testimony. A warning.A light for those who feel the same quiet tug on their soul that once pulled at mine.

Some will dismiss it. Some will resist it. Some will cling to the comfortable lie rather than face the uncomfortable truth.

But others—the ones God is calling—will recognize themselves in my story.

So if you are reading this, and something inside you knows you’ve been surrounded by influences that don’t bring peace…If you’ve felt spiritually sensitive your entire life and never understood why…If you’ve experienced darkness you can’t explain…

I want you to know:

You are not crazy. You are not alone. And you are not beyond God’s reach.

My life is proof.

I will share my story because truth deserves a voice—even in a world that would rather we stay asleep.

More will be revealed in my upcoming book. And I pray it brings clarity, courage, and freedom to every heart that reads it.

May God bless you, Marnie Hill