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A Necessary Clarification

I have been spiritually sensitive since childhood. For many years, I believed this sensitivity was a gift meant for good. What I did not understand at the time was that spiritual sensitivity without true discernment and spiritual authority does not remain neutral.

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It does not matter who is offering a reading or spiritual service. It does not matter if prayers are spoken before or after. It does not matter if the intention is healing, comfort, or love. When spiritual insight, guidance, or power is sought apart from God, it opens the door to the unseen realm—and only demonic forces respond to those invitations.

The dead do not speak to the living.

This does not mean spiritual experiences are not real. They can be vivid, emotional, and deeply convincing. Spiritual encounters do happen—but Scripture teaches that the souls of the dead are not free to communicate messages, guidance, or reassurance to the living. When such communication appears to occur, it is not coming from the departed, but from deceptive spiritual forces that imitate what feels familiar or comforting.

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I will write about this more fully elsewhere, because this distinction matters. Without understanding it, many people mistake real spiritual experiences for something holy or harmless, when in truth they are being misled.

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Spiritually sensitive people are especially vulnerable to this deception—not because they are weak, but because their openness makes them more responsive to spiritual influence without being able to identify its true source. A common misunderstanding is that if something were harmful, it would be obvious or easily recognized. Scripture teaches the opposite. Deceptive spiritual forces do not announce themselves as evil; they work through familiarity, comfort, insight, and apparent peace. This is precisely why discernment cannot rely on feelings, intuition, or personal awareness alone. Without God’s authority and protection, spiritual influence can feel “right” while quietly leading away from truth.

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Through surrender to Jesus Christ, I came to understand that what once felt helpful or meaningful was operating outside of God’s authority. What was once misdirected needed to be fully submitted to Him for truth, protection, and healing.

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This is not written in fear or judgment, but in truth and compassion—so that clarity, repentance, and peace can replace confusion.

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Through a series of increasingly unsettling experiences, the Holy Spirit brought clear conviction. In early 2025, through prayer and God’s mercy, I turned away completely from these practices. What followed was not instant peace, but repentance, deliverance, grief, and a slow, faithful restoration.

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I share this not to glorify darkness, but to speak truth plainly and gently. No matter how these practices are explained, rebranded, or presented as different, God does not contradict His own Word. He does not forbid something on one page of Scripture and permit it on another. The confusion comes not from God, but from the world.

Scripture is clear:

“Let no one be found among you who practices divination or sorcery, interprets omens, engages in witchcraft, or consults the dead. Anyone who does these things is detestable to the Lord.”
— Deuteronomy 18:10–12

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Across Sacred Scripture, the Holy Bible contains numerous and repeated warnings against divination, mediums, sorcery, magic, necromancy, and idolatry. These warnings are found throughout the Old Testament—within the Law, the historical writings, the Wisdom books, and the Prophets—and they continue without interruption into the New Testament, forming a unified and unmistakable message.

 

There is no biblical exemption clause. God does not forbid these practices in one place and permit them in another. Scripture never presents them as culturally relative, spiritually neutral, or situationally acceptable. Instead, the biblical witness consistently calls God’s people away from these practices and toward life, truth, and freedom in Jesus Christ.

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This message has not been secretly rewritten or altered over time. Across centuries of carefully preserved manuscripts and faithful translations, the Bible’s teaching regarding these practices has remained remarkably consistent. These warnings exist not to control or condemn, but to protect the soul from spiritual harm.

Through my own journey, I came to understand—often painfully—why these warnings exist for all of us.

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Note: In Scripture and Catholic teaching, what is commonly called psychic work, mediumship, or channeling is included under divination, spirit consultation, soothsaying, and related practices repeatedly warned against in the Bible (see Deuteronomy 18:10–12; Leviticus 19:31; Catechism of the Catholic Church §§2115–2117).

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Jesus Christ delivers people out of deception with authority, mercy, and love.

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Today, I write and offer faith-rooted resources for those—whether practitioners or seekers—who are leaving the New Age, are sensitive,  and longing to rebuild their lives on solid ground in Christ, shaped by historic Christian faith and Catholic teaching.

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Leaving the New Age is not simply changing beliefs.
It is often a deep spiritual and emotional unravelling.

Many people experience:

• Fear or anxiety after stepping away

• Confusion about what was real and what was deceptive

• Shame or grief for time lost

• Difficulty trusting their discernment

• Spiritual heaviness, exhaustion, or silence

These responses do not mean you have failed God.
They mean you are human—and awakening.

Christ meets people after deception, not only before it.

What Is Included in the New Age?

Mediumship and psychic readings are part of New Age spirituality, even when they are presented as healing, comforting, or light-filled.

This includes practices such as:

• Mediumship or communicating with the dead

• Psychic readings or intuitive guidance

• Tarot or oracle cards

• Angel readings or spirit communication

• Energy work such as Reiki or similar modalities

• Seeking spiritual insight, healing, or reassurance outside of Jesus Christ

Even when entered into sincerely, these practices are not compatible with Christian faith and can leave spiritual and emotional effects that linger after they stop.

Leaving them behind is not about shame or fear—it is about truth, safety, and returning fully to Christ.

If You Have Been Speaking to the Dead or Seeking Spiritual Guidance Outside of Christ

If you have participated in mediumship or relied on psychics or spiritual practitioners, you may now feel unsettled, afraid, confused, or unsure how to move forward.

These feelings are more common than people realize.

Here are faithful, grounded steps you can take:

• Stop engaging completely in all New Age or occult practices

• Remove spiritual objects associated with these practices from your home

• Turn to Jesus Christ directly in prayer, repentance, and trust

• Ground yourself in Scripture, not spiritual experiences

• Seek support within the Christian faith, such as a priest, pastor, or trusted Christian mentor

• Allow time for peace to return—healing is often gentle and gradual

You do not need to seek further messages, signs, or explanations.
Peace comes through obedience, humility, and surrender to Christ.

A Resource for Clearing and Restoring Peace

If you have been relying on practices such as tarot cards, psychic or medium readings, or energy work like Reiki for healing or guidance, my resource Cleansed by Grace may be a helpful next step.

Cleansed by Grace is a Christ-centered guide created to help individuals:

• Remove spiritually harmful objects from their homes

• Renounce New Age practices safely and reverently

• Restore peace through prayer, Scripture, and trust in Christ

• Re-establish a spiritually grounded, Christ-centered living space

You can find Cleansed by Grace on Marnie’s Store Page, along with other faith-based resources. Additional resources are currently in development and will be added over time.

 

A Note on Angels

I speak about angels with reverence, clarity, and submission to God’s Word. Like many throughout history, I have had spiritual experiences, and I have always believed in the reality of God’s holy angels. Scripture affirms that God appoints angels to guard and guide His people according to His will (see Psalm 91:11; Matthew 18:10). Angels are created beings, fully obedient to God, sent to serve Him and to assist those who belong to Christ.

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Angels are not given to fulfill human desires, deliver personal messages on demand, or act independently of God’s authority. They do not grant wishes, offer spiritual power, or replace our relationship with God. Their role is humble and ordered—always pointing back to the Lord and never drawing attention to themselves.

In today’s secular and New Age culture, angels are often misrepresented as personal spirit guides meant to provide comfort, success, direction, or hidden knowledge. This is where distortion enters. Scripture is clear that angels are not to be summoned, consulted, or used. They are not tools for spiritual curiosity or control. They exist to serve God alone and to carry out His purposes.

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I share this with honesty and care: not every spiritual experience a person has is demonic, and acknowledging God’s angelic protection does not deny His goodness or care. However, Scripture also warns that the enemy is skilled at imitation and deception, even disguising himself as an angel of light (2 Corinthians 11:14). For this reason, discernment is essential. Experiences must never replace Scripture, prayer, or obedience to Christ.

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When angels are understood rightly, they lead us to humility, peace, obedience, and deeper reliance on Jesus Christ. They do not create dependence, confusion, fear, or fascination with the unseen. True angelic activity always draws the heart back to God, strengthens faith in Christ, and aligns with the truth of Scripture.

 

Jesus Himself affirms the presence of guardian angels, saying, “Their angels always look upon the face of my heavenly Father” (Matthew 18:10). This reveals the true role of angels—not as guides acting apart from God, but as servants who remain in His presence and act according to His will alone.

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A Prayer for Those Leaving the New Age

You may pray this aloud or silently. There is no special formula—only sincerity and trust in Jesus Christ.

Lord Jesus Christ,
I come before You in humility and truth.
I acknowledge that I have sought guidance, healing, or comfort outside of You.

I repent of all involvement in New Age and occult practices,
including mediumship, psychic readings, tarot, energy work,
and any form of spiritual communication not rooted in You alone.

I renounce these practices and place them fully under Your authority.
Cleanse my heart, my mind, my life, and my home by Your grace.

Jesus, I trust You as my Lord and Savior.
Restore my peace, strengthen my faith,
and lead me safely in Your truth.

I place my life, my home, and my future in Your hands.
Cover me with Your protection and fill me with Your Holy Spirit.

I choose You, Lord Jesus,
and I place my trust in You alone.

Amen.

A Final Word

Leaving the New Age is not the end of your story.
It is often the beginning of freedom, humility, and true peace.

Jesus Christ has already conquered the devil at the Cross—for you and for me.
You are not entering a battle unprotected or alone. The victory has already been won.

Jesus Christ is not afraid of where you have been. He is faithful to lead you forward—patiently, gently, and step by step—into truth and light.

You do not need to rush.
You do not need to prove anything.
You only need to turn toward Him.